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i live for routine. as in i always wake up at the same time everyday and i always wash my face first. i love music (playing the piano) and i love to read (almost anything, but i especially like historical books)...sometimes i write my own poetry, but i never show it to anyone. i count and add up everything! (ie: tiles, calories, dots, stripes, license plate numbers, the time) i dont know why, but i like it when things add up to numbers that end in 0 or 5.

i think that i am a dreamer, as in i live in a world completely seperate from other people. i let my music fill my world, and help to define me. sometimes, i connect more with my music than the people around me.

i suppose i tried out this livejournal so that i could express me without anyone seeing me...because at home, i never let people in. i am afraid of failing more than anything, and therefore, i believe that if i dont talk about something or admit that i want something, than i wont be disapointed if it never happens/comes true. and finally, i cant wait to be old, because i believe that age brings wisdom.

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